urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands kneesis kneesis 2009-08-14T15:15:41Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:20785 2009-08-14T15:15:41Z 2009-08-14T15:15:41Z there was a a time when i loved the rain but lately rain equals imprisonment...max absolutely loves being outdoors no matter how hot it is and i hate to deprive him of that..grr<br /><br />im not super stoked about school but why would i be??<br /><br />i've been working a ton..making great money which is needed...paint,furniture,fans,light switches and fixtures suck up some money..geez. im over painting at first i was super excited now i wish i wasnt such a perfectionist.<br /><br />nelson is in puerto rico making wedding arrangements and im so jealous not about the wedding but that he is over in the PR haha...oh well at least he is bring back mom...haven't seen her since march..so im happy about that...YAY. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:20619 2009-04-23T18:47:04Z 2009-04-23T18:47:04Z thats right! team trusievitz are official home owners! <br /><br /><br /><br />thats whats up son!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:20226 2009-04-23T16:04:56Z 2009-04-23T16:04:56Z It amazes me how quick people are to judge. Ive noticed ,especially at work, that people tend to look down on me when I tell them or they see I have a son.. Most of them automatically assume that Im a complete idiot for having a kid at my age. Their facial expressions and their demeanor change instantly. I find it to be quite amusing at times just because by the end of the conversation their minds usually change and I just dont care what people assume.<br /> Yes, it is stupid to have a child when you know you wont care for it. I agree. You should know within your self if have the strength to take on such a task. To be ready to devote your life to your kid. BUT I take care of my kid more or just as well as a great 30 year old mom. My age has nothing to do with the way I raise and care of my little man. These new-age moms the ones that drop theirs kids off with theirs moms to party all the time, and act like they are so proud yet never spend time with their kids ,these are ones who create this image.<br />There IS a difference.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br />TEAM TRUSIEVITZ: is dominating! life is looking beautiful. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:20125 2009-04-10T16:44:22Z 2009-04-10T16:44:22Z soooo i think im addicted to coffee. i drink more coffee then i eat, if i go a morning without a cup i get sick...wtf. but seriously i have a problem coffee may be the one to take me out <br /><br />MAX NEWS: max is a freaking genius he know hows to start his dvd sing along and switch the vcr/dvd settings..GENIUS I TELL YOU! ha ha<br /><br />ive got a ton of stuff on the brain...with getting everything ready for school and work and the house process it really just builds up a tad...BUT i have strong shoulders they can hold the weight.<br /><br />NICK NEWS: nicks birthday is a month away and he is already talking about it..its kind of cute..he is such a baby when it comes to his birthday and christmas..he comes up with an elaborate list of everything he wants knowing that he'll get everything on that list. such a snob..haha<br /><br />beach tuesday? im desperate for a tan. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:19767 2009-02-25T19:23:01Z 2009-02-25T19:25:48Z I cant even begin to explain how excited Im to be going to puerto rico. Its not only going to be a vacation but a learning experience for nick and max; i get to show them where i come from. <br />i think then nick will truly know me completely. It'll be the first time he meets my extended family and he doesnt seem to be nervous at all ha ha. He should be! haha...<br />AHH!<br />So house hunting is put on hold because of the trip. I didnt realize that It'd be so hard to find the perfect home. I know as first time home owners we are going to have to sacrifice things but i dont want to haha.<br />max had his first bloody injury yesterday...it was so scary! and sad...He fell onto a display table at the store and has a cut underneath his eyebrow...i think i was in more pain then he was but luckily he is fine...<br />work is better especially because im making more $$$$$...WORD!<br /><br />8 days to go! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:19235 2008-09-28T20:08:21Z 2008-09-28T20:08:21Z Max has gotten to be one cool dude. I'm digging the family life, going to the park ,the beach ,the stroller rides i just cant wait until he is old enough to go the DISNEY WORLD!! <br /><br />I really hate whats going on in our country right now its kind of scary..<br /><br />Nick and I were thinking about moving to new york. i just don't think i could handle the weather..i've never even seen snow! <br />I just think that brunswick has lost its charm so to speak...the heart is going out..<br />plus we just need a change of scenery.<br /><br /><br />winter is coming! im stoked. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:19167 2008-03-10T11:49:50Z 2008-03-10T11:49:50Z Yo Gabba Gabba!<br />It comes on at 10:30am<br />on nick jr<br />Otc! Haha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:18787 2008-03-08T21:36:35Z 2008-03-08T21:36:35Z So yeah I finally have a duty to fulfill. Nick and I were talking about how crazy and idiotic I was in the past..I'm glad I got passed all that and finally took responsibility for something in my life..I would have never in my wildest dreams imagined I would be where I'm at now. Its pure happiness. I've changed so much its crazy..I drive slower, I dress differently, I have more patience, I worry,I sing silly songs,and its all for/because of Max! My nigga... Next on my list is marriage. We've been engaged for quite some time now..I want a huge wedding so its on the backburner but I can't wait haha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:18469 2007-05-10T13:16:33Z 2007-05-10T13:16:33Z there are so many things i don't understand about life and its bothersome.<br /><br />i've had so many curveballs thrown at me and for what?.<br /><br />i understand that life is hard, i've heard it plenty of times.<br /><br />i feel mature but when faced with a problem i feel like a child that needs protection.<br /><br />i don't like the feeling.<br /><br />i feel a sense of weakness.<br /><br />i need a solution to this pronto.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />/my tummy hurts/ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:18332 2007-05-02T15:05:13Z 2007-05-02T15:05:13Z so yikes.. i've put myself in a predicament again//<br /><br />but this time its big//<br /><br />i know this is not the time to be indecisive but at the moment thats all i can manage to be//<br /><br />oh goodness// urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:17977 2007-04-25T17:32:38Z 2007-04-25T17:32:38Z <a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/lookhartnohands/pic/0000253f/"><img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/lookhartnohands/pic/0000253f/s320x240" width="180" height="240" border="0" /></a><br /><br />a case of beer/no sunscreen/new dog/camera/picnic/<br /><br /><br />it was a blast.! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:17763 2007-04-09T15:36:16Z 2007-04-09T15:38:11Z so my parents are gone//<br /><br />i got in two car accidents//<br /><br />i think i got whiplash//<br /><br />xaviers b-day was good though//<br /><br />i need a new job//<br /><br />word// urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:17491 2007-03-09T03:07:20Z 2007-03-09T03:07:20Z dad is quiting his job the 21st sooo yeah its sort of hitting me now.....<br /><br /><br />i'm down for bowling w/ ben,bonnie,and nick again...it was quite a night...<br /><br /><br />the flea market was no good i din't find anything i liked....but it was a nice family outting...<br /><br /><br />i can't wait for islands of adventure its going to be otc... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:17225 2007-03-02T02:40:50Z 2007-03-02T02:40:50Z flea market on sunday....word! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:17151 2007-02-21T03:22:44Z 2007-02-21T03:22:44Z i've decided that all the money i get from now on..i'm going to spend all on myself because it's about time....fuck saving right now....fun is the objective here..<br /><br />my trip has been delayed.<br /><br />the job thing is going good too...what can i say money is money... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:16859 2007-02-20T18:15:48Z 2007-02-20T18:15:48Z and i am out of this motherfucker....i seriously think its time to venture off...seriously... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:16617 2007-02-16T16:34:01Z 2007-02-16T16:34:01Z this weather blows.....i had a flashback today because gold digger was on the radio...its crazy how different things were a year ago...i was still doing the school thing...i was banking..still had my car...hung out all the time...."WHATS HAPPENING?!!"....oh how things change i would have never thought it would end up like this....i miss it but then again we all move on...<br /><br /><br /><br />i tip my glass to that...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />word. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:16177 2007-02-08T01:02:31Z 2007-02-08T01:02:31Z i got my haircut today and i can barely tell the difference...damn.....<br />i had to take a drug test today,too and for the first time i know that i'll pass...<br />i got some cash flow which is otc.....i want to go to a flea market...you know pecan park or something and buy something crazy...i just want to blow some money period... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:16123 2007-02-06T18:09:36Z 2007-02-06T18:09:36Z ahhh i dyed my hair and it didn't quite turn out like i expected...oh wellllllll......i can't believe its February already....time flies to damn fast...i feel/am fat....so i'll work on that starting...maybe TODAY...i need to take a road trip...not because brunswick sucks either mind you...just because i want to venture...maybe even get lost...some excitement is needed in my life right now... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:15749 2007-01-31T04:54:48Z 2007-01-31T04:54:48Z i've had so much on my mind lately nevertheless i'm not letting it get to me...it'd just futher more get me upset in some way or another....so i'll laugh this off just like everything else...... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:15532 2007-01-25T15:25:20Z 2007-01-25T15:25:20Z court went well.....which is good....<br /><br />hopefully the next will go as well... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:15259 2007-01-13T03:10:59Z 2007-01-13T03:10:59Z im sick as fuck and it sucks urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:14945 2007-01-08T05:01:10Z 2007-01-08T05:01:31Z had to deal with cops again...gosh didnt know staying out of trouble was this hard urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:14733 2007-01-06T05:49:41Z 2007-01-06T05:49:41Z puerto rico.....yikes....gonna be a grown up urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lookhartnohands:14494 2007-01-01T05:36:20Z 2007-01-01T05:36:20Z im not making a resolution bc thats just bull....everything you want to happen never happens its just a day..an excuse to get drunk.....a holiday=get drunk or wasted. so therefore i will make a promise to myself but not a resolution....fuck that. i will make a promise to not back out...back out on anything that i fucking feel like doing....fuck all the negative people in the world that say you cant do something or another...fuck that people that want to look down at me....bc i don't give a shit what you have to say...if i end up being a bum well then so be it...but it no knows business to judge me for it. thats what i have learned from 06....so fuck this....i'm out.